One Giant Leap…

August 26, 2008

I think it took saying it out loud this morning to realize that I am lost. I thought I had it all figured out, and then it came crashing down before my eyes in one giant fireworks display, illuminating all the mistakes I’ve made in the past month and rubbing it in my face that my future is completely unpredictable at this point.

I don’t like uncertainty. I never have. I am uncomfortable with long-term spontaneity and/or living with no direction, no clear goal. It makes me nervous and anxious, and I don’t like it one bit.

I’m trying to remind myself that things will be okay. That I can survive – I’ve been through worse… right?

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