I am Still Angry

December 3, 2008

I am still angry. I’m still so angry because I know exactly why it happened. You don’t even have the courage to explain it to anyone that asks, and if I tell the truth, it’s horribly incriminating, and even I won’t stoop low enough to that sort of accusation. I will sit on it for the rest of my life, knowing I made that mistake by letting it go. In that respect, I forgive you. I’m assuming you didn’t know better.

I am still. When I see a picture of you my stomach tightens up and I have to look away. You disgust me. I’ve seen so much of the world without you and I remember who I was before you (that seemed like the hardest part for awhile.) Looking back, I know so much more than I ever could then; I was blinded. Wasn’t I?

I am. It’s never been a question.

To You – Headless Heroes

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