March 7, 2010

Freaking out. A little bit.

The things going back and forth in my brain are shooting a million times a minute. There’s people. There’s places. There’s things. God there’s so many feelings bouncing around in this cave. I’ve got a friend, listening and trying to reassure me that things are same as always. same as always. i’ve still got a ghost of a hand on the small of my back. fingernails on the back of my neck.

i feel horrible about so many things. i’m told it’s because i care too much about everyone’s problems. i’m told i’ll make a good mother. I think I’m a failure at both.

I think I’ve made some bad choices and it’s time to step back.


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